ITS SUCK!!

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Today i felt so empty..not bcoz of my love one but bcoz mylife.. sometimes i felt like allah being unfair to me..sometimes i think mybonda are missing from mylife..being unfair to me and more to her older brother..i like loosing myfamily.. I wish mybabah were here with me..pamper me..hug me when i'm cry,console me..talk with,spent time do shopping with me..but..babah gone..he leave me..he such a wonderfull father..i remember he told me,he waiting for 8years to have a daughter like me..n it's worth it..he proud to have me..and i proud to have him as mybeloved babah.. Myfamily such a great family be4 pakyong came into ourlife..that old man was a big troublemaker.bonda changes since pakyong step his foot in our house..since that moment that house not a sweet home for us..its change tO HELL!! I dont know what i should do..i miss my old day in house..i miss my bonda.miss all the laugh..sometimes i think..its better to be with babah OVER THERE then be here.. What should i do babah..i can't face it anymore.i'm tired with all these..i miss our happy family..i miss our sweet memories..i miss all of it. i hope those moment will be mine back.. i'll pray 4 it..i wish our family will be together again one day..AMIN