16hb/3/2011 xlama lg..its mean my anniversy xlama lg..just around the corner...its gonna be my 2nd anniversy..sound ontresting arent u...but..myrelationship not as good as the anniversy..mybe this is the last 1..n there will be no more after this..hmmmm...after 2year..after all those things ..after all the chaos,after all the happiness..its just gone..i dont know where its goes..but i knew it just gone...far n far away from me..
I felt lonely..i felt empty..he's changes..or maybe i change..or maybe its getting bored..i just dont know..but its totally a mess..n i cant clean it up..i just cant..i cant afford to do that..its already crack inside out..just waiting for the rite moment to destroy..n i just can wait n see whats going to happen..
I love him so much..i proud to have him..i knew he such a stupid n mess guy..but i just cant stop love him..even if we ended here after all these 2 years i still gonna love him for mywhole life..
I knew im not good enough for him..i knew i so mess up..i knew i hve nobody else..but i did knew allah still with me..im just not good enough for him..but..im happy for him..i believe 1 day..he will find perfect girl for himself..n i always happy for him..just that..for this moment let him decide how to end this relationship..whatever he decide is the best for him..i will never mad to him..he deserve better life with a better person..let it be..
HAPPY ANNIVERSY HUBBY..sorry if i hurt u too much..sorry if i cant continued our journey together..i knew i cant be the best for u...i knew u done the best for our relations..but its just me..always create trouble..u deserve a better girl...im just not good enough for u..find your way..start new life without me..im sure u will be much better..im always proud to have u..im happy when u happy..love u so much..
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